Daydreamer dream their Days away.!

Guess that's what happens to me all the time. But I'm alright.

The sound of the engines are too loud. I can't hear myself thinking. I put my headphones on, turn the volume up. The way to escape life. I put my hood on. I lean against the window. I have my eyes open, but I'm dreaming. Pretending the sun is shining. I'm dreaming me away. Built my perfect little world.

The way my brain thinks :D

Nobody knows what's going on in people's mind and I don't even have an idea what's on my mind. So I'm glad that it works out nice poems once in a while, because these little pieces of unconnected words and phrases somehow can bring structure in my daily life.

1

I think about you all the time,

But you seem like you're just fine.

Can you imagine how I feel?

These wounds you cut will never heal.

I tried to trust you all time through,

And I thought I really can trust you,

But you are fooling 'round instead!

Fuck! You rally drive me mad!

I really wish you would be here,

Tuck me in , take all my fear.

You love me and I love you.

Say it, that's all I need you to do!

2
I just wanted to let you know:
I was holding on when you were letting go.
And when you talked to me last time
I remember that you once were mine.
And after I cried the whole night through
I was sure: I still love you!

Camera, Haribos, Guitar & in Creativity ending Fustration

And Nailpolish..

Like Drowning.!

The waves are crushing over my head. I can't move. I will drown.
Drown in doubt and solitude.
I want to scram, cry and run - 
but all I do is keep silent, smile and sleep.
And I wish for one single person in this world who is able to see that behind my fake smile is a world which is falling apart. 

Just to say hi again!

Just because lovely brother Kilian :) just put up a new post on his blog I was thinking of doing that too :)
It was very busy the last days.. Haha.. actually the last 3 months.
I'm in Canada right now for my year abroad and til now I really enjoy the life here!!
I will post some interesting and uninteresting stuff once in a while...

Just for now, because I'm a little sick with a pretty bad headache I want to say

Don't let them tell you what to do. They say: Love hurts, eating makes you fat, smoking is harmful, alcohol is a drug and drugs are illegal and destroy you anyways. Fast food is unhealthy, even going for a walk could be deadly because of the waste gases. Internet destroys your future, you really have to watch what you put on there and by the way: facebook is unsafe! Don't listen to loud music that's bad for your ears and driving in a car is also a risk. Just think about what a club destroys. Be careful, okay? You only have one body and your just alive once and you don't want to destroy your future because you wanted to chill out like this. Actually you can chill out in an other way, go swimming for example.. Oh no, you have to be careful with that, too. Imagine something electrical falls in the water. Just go live your life! Everything is forbidden or dangerous or harmful.. who can keep up with all this stuff?