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Live's like hell - you won't get out alive.

24. Januar 2012

right now everything is better than thinking.

You woke up next to the last person you kissed, what do you say?
I would be speechless. He's 3,400 miles away.

What if someone asked you to be in a relationship with them?
Haha, sorry but nope.

Is your heart broken at the moment?
No.

Last person you hugged?
I have no idea.. Canadian people don't hug that much.

Who’s the last guy you argued with?
Felix.

Do you still remember your first kiss?
Yusssss. :)

Are you happy right now?
Not really. But am not sad either. 

Are you growing away from someone?
Probably.

Do you need to go shopping for anything?
Yes. But I don't have money.

How are you feeling?
Kinda sick.

Do you still talk to the last person you kissed?
YES!

Did you fall asleep smiling last night?
Don't think so.

Has anyone ever told you that they want to spend the rest of their life with you?
yes :)

Did you mean it when you said “I love you” last?
Yes?

Where was the last place you fell asleep other than your own bed?
Bus to school.

Who woke you up today?
Idk. Just woke up.

What were you doing at 9pm last night?
Watching The Lion King.

Who was the last person to make you laugh?
Eva.

Have you ever had an opposite gender best friend?
Yesss.

If you were really upset, who is the first person you'd go to?
Kili..

Who was the last person you texted last night before bed?
Too lazy to check. But prob Antoine.

Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
Proven fact. 

Does anyone like you?
Apparently.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Going to exam. fml -_-

What are you listening to right now?
Tonight (I'm loving you)

Last time you made a bet with someone?
Idk. I normally don't bet.

Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
Yes.

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
Doooo.

Is there really a difference between coke and pepsi?
I don't think so.

Are you a patient person?
I can be.

Do you trust people?
Some.

What are you excited about?
Nothing.

Whats your favorite thing to order at McDonalds?
McFlurry with smarties <33

Do you hate seeing happy couples?
Why would I?

What makes you happy?
Music, writing, talking to friends.. there are lots of things.

What’s cuter in the opposite sex being tall or short?
Tall.

When’s the last time you actually laughed out loud? And why?
Yesterday. Cause Alyssa threw her phone down the hallway..

California or Arizona?
California!!!!!

Will you talk to the person you like tonight?
Probably not. He's already in bed.

Have you ever wanted to tell someone something but didn’t?
Yes -_-

Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Yes.

Does anyone hate you? Do you care?
I would die if I would care for everyone who hates me xD

Has anyone ever told you they love you?
Yussss.

Does it take a lot to make you cry?
Sadly not at all.

The last person you kissed, are they going to be the next person you kiss?
I hope it!!

PROCRASTINATION that's what I'm doing. -_-

Revenge? Nah, I'm too lazy. I'm gonna sit here and let karma fuck you up :*
Dear brain,
Please start being able to tell the difference between hungry and bored.
Sincerely, I'm getting fat!
I keep dreaming myself away. I just can stand where I am now.
Be who you are and say what you feel,
because those who matter don't care 
and those who care don't matter!
~Mr. Suess~
Sick of crying,
tired of trying,
yeah I'm smiling
but inside I'm dying.
We fight like a married couple, talk like best friends, flirt like first lovers, and protect each other like siblings. Face it, we're meant to be together.
Sometimes I wish life would come with instructions and when it doesn't fit you at all you could give it back and order a new one.
Dancing is like flying.
I want a tattoo soooo bad :D
I wonder what goes through your mind when someone mentions my name to you.
You never really live until you find someone worth dying for.
I wrote a whole long symphony for you,
but it's not the kind of music you're listening to,
and you closed your mind for the new stuff,
just how you closed your mind for my love.
Why do you keep pushing me away?
Why don't you want me to stay?
If you would only open your eyes.If you would only stop these lies.
You can't care but not feel anything.
Could you please decide what you are feeling?
It's "yes" or "no", decide it now,
otherwise I'll have to let you go.
This "hot and cold" is driving me insane,
and if you leave now, it won't ever be the same.
I'll never take you back again,
'cause this time it was already too much pain.

7. Januar 2012

Something always brings me back to you..

Actually I'm not that good at all.. I just learned how to say "everything is perfect" and how to hide behind a smile, 'cause I just can't stand it when people ask me if everything is okay and I come up with the courage to tell them and all they say is "You gonna be okay". Seriously guys, I'm not okay! And it'll take me a while until I gonna be okay again.
I'm stuck, I wanted to move on, but I can't. And I love you. I wish I didn't but I can't help it.
We all need this one best friend we have since ever, who we once promised that we gonna marry them when we're older. The one who can hug us for hours and it doesn't mean anything. The one who never lets go, who always catch you from the fall.
This special person who kisses your forehead and suddenly everything's okay.
 The problem can be so big, together we can solve everything.
kissing you on my tippy-toes 
I'm sorry for breaking all the promises that I wasn't around to keep.
It's on me. This time is the last time I will ever beg you to stay.
In the perfect relationship you can do everything together - but you don't have to.
 Some facts:
I love my best friend.
I wait for my boyfriend.
I'm afraid of the future.
I'm glad I found a person in Canada to talk to.
I'm scared.
I sometimes hate myself.
I cry a lot.
I'm actually a sad person who tries to smile all the time.
For whatever reason I love classical music.