Only a little child can sleep like that :D

I've slept the whole day long.
Never dreamed awesome dreams like that - in English :D
Sleeping is good for cleaning up your mind, I've never saw my problems clearer than now.


Wondering about my life is just normal on other days, but today I just take it as it is.


And there are some beautiful sentences running through my head.:

Trying to get over something is difficult, but trying to get over something you never wanted to lose, you don't want to lose and you'll never want to lose is much much more difficult.. and because of don't wanna losing you, I try to stay in the past where everthing was okay and nothing seemed to be wrong and you loved me as who I am without asking if I could change for better.

Just to say : " Philipp, I love you! " 

Life isn't about getting the most credits. It isn't about how many people are calling you and who you date with or not. It isn't about who you once have kissed, which sport you're doing or which girl or which guy like you. It isn't about your school, your hair, if you are black or white or where you are living. It surely isn't about good marks, money, clothes and work. Life isn't about having lots of friends or being alone or looking good, not if you are liked by others. All these things doesn't matter. It matters who you are loving and who you are hurting. It matters how you are seeing yourself. It's about trust, luck and feelings, about getting over envy and resentment and built up reliance. It's about seeing the people how they are and not judging what they are having. But mostly it's about touching the heart of somebody in a way it is never touched before.

That's what I try. 

 I've found you, lost you, cried for you. I'll never forget you and love you forever. the ONLY one.

And that's what I wanted to say before I go.