All I thought was a dream. Was it real as it seemed? You made a mistake.

The hope dies last.

hard to believe.

But the biggest lie still is:
"I'm okay! :)"

she meant every single word she said - fucking idiot -.-

we planed to go together.. now I think I'm better off without you... you hurt me.

i keep telling myself. but i won't let go. baby, it's for life. 
there's no life without you.

fuck.

I'm afraid that we'll never holding each others hands again. And I'm afraid that the last kiss you gave me was the very last. i never thought we could be breaking up.

When I don't think of it I'm aright,
but i gonna cry myself to sleep tonight.
Why the hell did you do that to me?
I'm dying, can't you see.
I trusted you, gave you my heart,
and now you're just tearing it apart.
I'm sitting here, watching my world go down,
not able to make one single sound.

I'm just trying to keep busy so I don't have to think about it.

Why did you kiss the person you last kissed?

Goodbyekiss.. :)

What has given you the strength to keep going?

My family.

How has this week been?

Just started, and until now pretty shitty.

What are you doing right this second?

Procrastinating. &listening to music. Fuck someone messaged me on Facebook -.-

Do you think it is bad to have sex at your age?

No.

When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them or let them go?

Depends on how much I cared?

What are your plans for this weekend?

No plans. Forgetting.

When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?

A fucking long time ago. :(

Is the last person you kissed mad at you?

No. 

Have you seen your best friend cry?

Yeah.

When was the last time you cried your heart out?

Yesterday.

Would you give a second chance to someone who cheated on you?

I believe real love can take eveything. &I actually did.

Has anyone recently brought up a conversation of someone whose your past?

No. Not lately

When you have someone over your house where do you guys usually chill?

My room.

What will be the reason for the next time you being dressed up?

Going somewheres?

Which do you find more attractive a person of your preferred with piercings or with tattoos?

Tattoos. But only small ones.

What is the relationship between you and the last person you text messaged? And who is it?

It's my hostdad. 

Is there someone who continuously lets you down?

Yes.

Did you sleep alone last night?

I didn't sleep.

Where was your display picture taken?

My room.

Did the last person you kissed name start with a J, D, C, B, N, A, or R ?

No.

Whats something you want right now?

Something to eat.

What brings out the worst in you?

When I'm sad, I hate everyone &everything.

Are you afraid of falling in love?

No.

Do you prefer the ocean or pool?

Ocean.

What's one thing you do when you're mad?

Cry. Sleep. Run. Sing.

Are you happier now or 2 months ago?

2 months ago.

Describe how you feel right now in one word?

horrible.

Have you ever kissed somebody who’s name started with a S?

No.

Are you excited about anything?

No.

Would you date someone two years older than you?

I am.

You’re stuck in an elevator with the person you last kissed. Any problems?

Maybe.

Who did you last go out to eat with?

My friends.

How's your life lately?

Life sucks.

Do you hate the last girl you were talking to?

No.

What is your favorite season?

Summer. &sometimes Spring.

Is the last person that you had a conversation with a male or a female?

Female.

How long do you have until your birthday?

One year.

Did the last person you kissed have any tattoos?

No.

Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol?

I could...

Is your life falling apart or coming together?

Falling apart.

Are you the youngest person living in your house?

Yes.

Do you ever get 'good morning' texts from anyone?

Sometimes.

What time did you go to sleep last night?

Didn't go to sleep.

What is tomorrow?

Tuesday.

If you were to die today would your life be complete?

No.

Are you a jealous person?

Sometimes.

Has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?

Yes :)

What are you wearing on your feet?

Hello Kitty socks.

Do you want to see somebody right now?

No.

Do you honeslly believe that good things come to those who wait?

No. You have to fight for it. Just waiting is not enough.

What do you bite on more, your tongue, lip, or nails?

Lip.

Who was your valentine last year?

Philipp.

Is there anything you want to tell someone but you can't?

Yes. He should come online.

Is there anyone who hates you?

Probably but who cares?