we fight - a lot - but I LOVE YOU babe

Guess you make me wanna say I DO :P <3


I can't believe that love can be that pure.
The most beautiful thing about you is, that when you're mad at me you won't even talk to me, but at night when you're asleep you would never stop cuddling me and tuck me in. That's how I know that you still love me. And God I miss you sleeping next to me..

I actually tried to start loving myself but DAMN.. it's difficult..
And seriously: I have a hard time finding anything lovable.. 


But how Fergie said: Big Girls don't cry..
And anyways:
A strong woman shows her beautiful smile to the world, each and everyday, even if she cried herself to sleep last night.





How I wish I could sleep next to you this night. It would be so nice to wake up tomorrow - skipping school - and saying: "Baby, 3 years and 3 months - through everything - we fight - but we LOVE. And i love you! . But I have to face the truth -  I'm sitting here - unable to sleep (and it's getting worse the longer I'm away from you) thinking of you. I try to keep busy all the time, just to get you off my mind. I hate it when I have to think of you all the time, because every time I do - I'm getting colder - I'm getting sad - the hole in my chest gets bigger. 
I miss you my love!

For now I really should go to bed - i just realized that it's MONDAY tomorrow...


happy 3 and a 1/4 years!! Baby <3

Guess it's gonna be a sad night tonight: 

• it's full moon -> can't sleep
• it's our anniversary -> can't sleep / have to cry
• I can't sleep (as usual) -> have to cry
• I have to cry -> will have a headache tomorrow..

Tomorrow is Monday and I will have a headache.. yayy can't wait..

miss my mum and her late night conversations with hot milk with honey when we are both unable to sleep